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Life is still amazing for the most part to say the least

Sun, 19 Aug 2012 08:20:59 -0400

Life is still amazing

for the most part

to say the least

Wednesday, July 18th - Monday, August 6th: Life is good and I miss warped tour.

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 16:10:04 -0400

Wednesday, July 18th - Monday, August 6th: Life is good and I miss warped tour.

Friday, July 6th: I went to a family bbq and said farewell to my Florida fam THEN I WENT TO...

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 16:04:03 -0400

Friday, July 6th: I went to a family bbq and said farewell to my Florida fam THEN I WENT TO VANESSA’S TO SLEEPOVER BECAUSE THE NEXT DAY WAS…

Saturday, July 7th: WARPED TOUR! We sat in some nasty, pointy grass for like, an hour and a half then ran our asses to the front of the line. As soon as we got a schedule, we ran to You Me At Six and got barricade and lemme tell you I want hard in that fucking paint. Best set of the day minus Vanessa throwing up. We also saw part of Pierce The Veil (Vanessa threw up again), All Time Low (horrible seats what the fuck), Tonight Alive (except me and Amanda stalked ATL during that), We Are The In Crowd (sorta???), and Sleeping With Sirens (who we were lucky to have seen considering we WERE AT THE WRONG STAGE AND MISSED TWO SONGS). I also saw part of Falling In Reverse, but then I got lost so yeah. It was such a good day.

Sunday, July 8th - Monday, July 9th: Basically all I did was sit at Vanessa’s and cry and watch Dance Mom’s and PLL.

Tuesday, July 10th - Thursday, July 12th: Ohio! I went with Vanessa and her fam and we had such a good time. I loved bonding with mom and the girls. We went to a Carousel museum and left A messages all over. That was a good time. We ate A LOT, we dyed my hair, and spent most of our time at the hotel waterpark. It was honestly the best vacation I’ve been on. It was just so chill and there was no yelling or worrying about a million different people or time or anything. I just wish Vanessa had been there for more of it. ): But! She did have Kellin write out our best friend tats (even though he wrote them wrong and we aren’t getting it in his handwritng, it’s the thought!)

Friday, July 13th - Sunday, July 15th: Nothing significant happened.

Monday, July 16th: Slept by my aunt Holly’s!

Tuesday, July 17th: I was supposed to babysit for my aunt and get paid because lol I need money for Milwaukee but instead I woke up and threw up all over her house and passed out in her bathroom and yeah I had to come home early with no pay ):< And now I’m gonna go to Vanessa’s tonight and get panera and be happy.

Life’s not so bad lately.

Thursday, July 5th: I was supposed to go to the mall, but that plan failed so instead I laid in bed...

Fri, 06 Jul 2012 12:10:17 -0400

Thursday, July 5th: I was supposed to go to the mall, but that plan failed so instead I laid in bed all day. I went to Hobby Lobby with Brianna and then we picked up Vanessa and Vanessa and got ice cream. Then I got home and cried a lot the end.

Sunday, July 1st - Monday, July 2nd: I don’t really remember… I’m sure all I did...

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:49:00 -0400

Sunday, July 1st - Monday, July 2nd: I don’t really remember… I’m sure all I did was watch Pretty Little Liars.

Tuesday, July 3rd: SMOKED WEED FOR THE FIRST TIME! With Josh, Amanda, Mackenzie, her bf, and Darrell. It was fun. I felt like a fish.

Wednesday, July 4th: Hung out with Josh, Darrell, Sonya, and Billy. I grilled some stuff and we watched some gay youtube videos. Then we went to the park to watch fireworks for a good 20 minutes before I came home and got in trouble for stealing liquor.

Wednesday, June 20th - Saturday, June 30th: The only important days out of these eleven days were...

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 16:17:16 -0400

Wednesday, June 20th - Saturday, June 30th: The only important days out of these eleven days were spent with Vanessa. We went to navy pier, made 1d buildabears, watched tons of pll, ate lots of food and idk spending time with her is the best so it’s all that really matters even over a span of 11 days.

Tuesday, June 19th: Good day spent with James, Leonel, Kaleigh, and Jill. I had noodles &...

Wed, 20 Jun 2012 00:56:00 -0400

Tuesday, June 19th: Good day spent with James, Leonel, Kaleigh, and Jill. I had noodles & company, my dad agreed to let me go to milwaukee warped, and I got my Falling In Reverse cd back. I got home from Kaleigh’s and my day took a gnarly turn for the worst though. Then again… what else is new?

Monday, June 18th: TODAY WAS THE MOST PERFECT DAY I HAVE HAD IN...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 22:50:58 -0400

Monday, June 18th: TODAY WAS THE MOST PERFECT DAY I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME! I slept until noon and then woke up to a music video for Good Girls Bad Guys which is MY FAVORITE SONG BY FIR. Then I got invited to go out with Vanessa and her fam and yeah I needed that. Before I left, Jacob and I took this CUTE ASS PIC!!!!! Omfg we went to Orland and all the boys with the snapbacks man, all dem. Then we went out to eat and omfg I don’t even know what Emily and I were talking about, but one of Emily’s comebacks was “AT LEAST I CAN GET A BOYFRIEND!” and from that point on I scared her and threatened to kill her and I am such a good adopted big sister ugh. THEN OH GOSH WE SAW THE AVENGERS AND I LOVED IT! It was just so badass and all the hotties and laughs and yes. Good movie. I just really love spending days with them because they make me SO HAPPY and I love them.

Also hey my cousin is gonna hook me up with his cutie friend. 4 for you cousin Coco, you go cousin Coco!

Sunday, June 17th: Today was so uneventful. My mom and I got in...

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 22:37:08 -0400

Sunday, June 17th: Today was so uneventful. My mom and I got in a fight. My dad came over and he cooked and we all sat and had a nice conversation. Our pool was kinda full so I swam and played with my brothers for a bit. I wrote a nice little bit for Vanessa’s mom and she told me she loved me tons and would always be there for me. <3 I kept an eye out for new setlists and merch. So sad FIR isn’t playing GGBG. Now I’m sat crying over stupid shit and eating Pringles aka the only food my tummy doesn’t yell about.

Thursday, June 14th: Fuck if I know! Friday, June 15th: Um idk it was pretty boring until I went to...

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 03:20:00 -0400

Thursday, June 14th: Fuck if I know!

Friday, June 15th: Um idk it was pretty boring until I went to Vanessa’s around 7 and we watched pll and omg Haley came in and hugged me and told me she missed me. We went to Brianna’s and swam and had a bonfire for which we stole wood from the neighbors. Andy came and slept by my house after that and yeah!

Saturday, June 16th: SUCH A FUCKING GOOD DAY! I went downtown with Vanessa and Brianna. It took us forever to even do anything because omg people and public transportation suck. Once we finally got somewhere we ended up eating and getting scared by freaks dressed as zombies for the zombie walk. We went shoooopping and aw yes I got a snapback and this really awesome dude shirt that I’m gonna wear as a dress. AND GOSH I’M GONNA GET THE I VOTE VODKA SHIRT SOON! Good stuff. We went to Vanessa’s afterwards and hung out and aw it was good to see my mama again. Idk now me and Vanessa are both just sorta flipping out over bff tats and warped and life is SO GOOD WITH VANESSA IN IT! (Also wow let it be known that today is the day I threw in the Darrell towel for good!)

Tuesday, June 12th: (no picture) I slept most of the day. I...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 23:24:00 -0400

Tuesday, June 12th: (no picture) I slept most of the day. I watched Cry-Baby which was so dumb and horrible acting, even from Johnny Depp. I ran to Walmart with my mom. I went back to my bed, wrote, and watched Big Daddy. OH! BELIEVE LEAKED! I cried.

Wednesday, June 13th: That picture is from like 3 am idk, me and my pup. I sat in bed a lot. I dislocated cartilage in my knee and it took me an hour to pop it back in. I wrote some more. I’m actually proud of this haiku I wrote which was so stupid but so cute.

I want to be your
Favorite sweater when the
Winter gets bitter.

Idk yeah it’s cute leave me alone. Uhhh I made my mom go buy me special food and now I’m probably gonna go watch a Nirvana rockumentary and try to get Darrell to talk to me yeah. Fun times.

Saturday, June 9th: Idk was on my hands and knees cleaning all the shit out of my pool and then...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 02:04:34 -0400

Saturday, June 9th: Idk was on my hands and knees cleaning all the shit out of my pool and then watched Gone and New Year’s Eve

Sunday, June 10th: I went by Kaleigh’s, got my heart broken, then went out to dinner/had a sleepover with Amanda and Candace.

Monday, June 11th: Amanda and I slept until around noon and then Candace made us pancakes and um we watched Gone and then Amanda and I went back to my house and then I had to go to my eye doctor appointment and then Amanda went home and I showered and my mom got me fries and a milkshake and surprisingly my stomach let me eat it without feeling sick and then me, Vanessa, Amanda, Brianna, and Vanessa went to Cold Stone and idk I wasted money on a shake because I started to feel sick again and I came home and cried and showered again yep

Monday, May 28th: My dad’s 42nd birthday. He’s an old sack of potatoes. Tuesday, May...

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 11:55:00 -0400

Monday, May 28th: My dad’s 42nd birthday. He’s an old sack of potatoes.

Tuesday, May 29th - Wednesday, May 30th: I don’t remember ugh.

Thursday, May 31st: My mom’s 41st birthday. We had the best cake omg.

Friday, June 1st - Wednesday, June 6th: I hung out with Darrell pretty much every day…

Thursday, June 7th - Friday June 8th: Everything started going down the drain again. I cried/slept a lot and chopped off my hair.

Sunday, May 20th - Thursday, May 24th: Gay school and gay gay gay finals. Minus the day where me,...

Mon, 28 May 2012 00:09:47 -0400

Sunday, May 20th - Thursday, May 24th: Gay school and gay gay gay finals. Minus the day where me, Brianna, Abbie, Vanessa, Amanda, and Axel went out to eat/stalk.

Friday, May 25th: SUPER COOL AWESOME DRUNKEN BONFIRE/CAMPOUT WITH BRIANNA, VANESSA, ABBIE, AND AMANDA FEAT ANDY!

Saturday, May 26th: Super cool awesome day/sleepover at Kaleigh’s feat Mike’s Hard.

Sunday, May 27th: Super cool awesome day at Kaleigh’s feat Mike’s Hard.

Wednesday, May 16th - Thursday, May 17th: I fucked shit up. Again. Friday, May 18th: I left school...

Sun, 20 May 2012 09:38:11 -0400

Wednesday, May 16th - Thursday, May 17th: I fucked shit up. Again.

Friday, May 18th: I left school after fourth period to start getting ready for proooom! I really truly hated my hair but w/e. Prom was so much fun ugh. Afterwards though I was so tired and I had a migraine and yeah. We went to Baker’s Square, Andy stole a bowl of mashed potatoes. Then we went to Rachel’s for a bonfire and that was nice.

Saturday, May 19th: I watched movies basically all day. I took a nice cool shower. Amanda came over and we talked about prom/after prom for a bit. Then she got picked up and I got ready for the cub scout cook out/bonfire. We went and we had dinner. It was soooo good. Amanda got there just in time for dessert. PEACH COBBLER! I love peach cobbler, it was so good. Then Amanda and I sat around and had a heart to heart and talked about a lot. It was nice. Then omg they set up this huge movie screen and we got to watch Real Steel. I love that movie. I think my favorite part of the night was laying on the grass and looking up at the sky, though. It was so perfect outside and the breeze felt so nice and I could see satellites and stars and it was pretty. I just kept thinking Wow, I am so small. And it was almost relieving.

Saturday, May 5th - Thursday, May 10th: I really just don’t even remember. Friday, May 11th: I...

Wed, 16 May 2012 17:15:27 -0400

Saturday, May 5th - Thursday, May 10th: I really just don’t even remember.

Friday, May 11th: I didn’t go to school and then after school I took my brothers to the park where I saw Billy and Sonya and hung out with them for a bit.

Saturday, May 12th: I went shopping with my mom and my sister and that’s basically it.

Sunday, May 13th: Mother’s Day stuff for my mom yep

Monday, May 14th: Good day. Hung out with my brother for a bit. That is all.

Tuesday, May 15th: MY PERFECT BABE’S BIRTHDAY! Vanessa is 17 now. They grow up so fast. (‘:

Sunday, April 29th: I ruined everything. Cried. Monday, April 30th: I wanted to kill myself....

Sat, 05 May 2012 00:39:10 -0400

Sunday, April 29th: I ruined everything. Cried.

Monday, April 30th: I wanted to kill myself. Cried.

Tuesday, May 1st: I tried to kill myself. Cried.

Wednesday, May 2nd: Still wanted to kill myself, but wasn’t going to try again. Cried.

Thursday, May 3rd: Nearly beat the fuck out of some god damn secretary because she wouldn’t give me my prom tickets. Cried.

Friday, May 4th: May the fourth be with you. I think I fixed things? Who the fuck knows. Cried.

Tuesday/Wednesday, April 24th/25th: Testing and good naps. Also Woodfield with Vanessa and her fam...

Sun, 29 Apr 2012 00:18:36 -0400

Tuesday/Wednesday, April 24th/25th: Testing and good naps. Also Woodfield with Vanessa and her fam and it was perf.

Thursday, April 26th: I am searching my entire noggin right now for what the fuck I did and I got nothin’.

Friday, April 27th: I passed a history test and a physics test. That made me feel good. Um, Amanda slept over and we fell in love with Mifuel Uribe.

Today: I woke up, watched The Doodlebops, went back to sleep. I woke up again and watched my brother play Kingdom Hearts for a long time. Amanda slept until 2 and got picked up half an hour later. My mom and I went to Walmart. I started working on my project due Monday. My mom and I went to Jewel. Now I’m sat listening to Lil Wayne and trying to avoid this project.

Fuck this cruel sick joke, fuck Darrel, I want to fuck Gabe, and...

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 17:27:13 -0400

Fuck this cruel sick joke, fuck Darrel, I want to fuck Gabe, and I love Vanessa.

Yeah, that sentence sums up my day. Oh, and alfredo. There we go.

Thursday, April 19th: I don’t really remember what I did… I would check my twitter...

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 20:53:36 -0400

Thursday, April 19th: I don’t really remember what I did… I would check my twitter because that would tell me, but I deactivated it \m/

Friday, April 20th: WEEEED!!!!!!! Just kidding. I was gonna smoke, but instead I went to Panera with Kaleigh, James, and Leonel. We went to a park where I could’ve smoked, but it was too cold, so we went back to my dad’s and started watching Bridesmaids until my dad came home. James and Leonel left and Kaleigh and I played Quiddler with my dad. When Kaleigh left, I watched my brothers and Candace’s kids play videogames until they went upstairs to sleep. I fell asleep on the couch watching Breakfast At Tiffany’s.

Saturday, April 21st: My youngest brother, Kristian, is 8! It’s kinda crazy that in two years all six of us will be in double digits. Amanda came by my dad’s and we went shopping with Candace and Madi. When we got home, my dad made us really good burgers. Amanda’s mom picked us up and we went to see The Vow. It was so cute. Um… After that, I got a few texts on the way home and once I got back to my dad’s I deleted certain people from my life, then packed my stuff and went back to my mom’s… Once I got to my mom’s I sort of just ran and sat in the shower with My World turned up all the way for a while… When I got out, I sort of talked to myself until I fell asleep. I was my only comfort during what was probably my worst attack ever.

Today, April 22nd: I woke up and took a real shower, then watched Family Matters and Ghost Adventures while I straightened my hair. I got dressed and sat on the computer for a bit. I deactivated my facebook and twitter and I plan to leave it that way for a while. Then the texts started ruining my day. We went to my dad’s for Kait and Kristian’s birthday “party”. It was nice to see my aunt and uncle and my little cousins. I ate and watched Michael Jackson videos on demand. That’s when I started feeling like complete shit. I realized an almost unbearable pain in my lower back and my stomach hurt like crazy. I went and took an hour long nap in my dad’s room and when I woke up, everyone was gone and we were leaving. I got home, got sick, and then decided I’d come updated my 365! Woop woop.